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My future

2010-06-26T07:05:00.000-07:00

It is the year 2025 , I am working in Japan , Tokyo as Vacation Tour Director
The job is glamorous ,get paid for planning and taking vacations -- albeit for other people.
I live in triple-storey narrow house overlooking a beautiful beach .
I have a Japanese husband and two children . I am successful and happy . Life couldn't be better . I was driving back home after arranging a dream vacations by handling details like the hotel accommodations and tours.
I phone my children that I will be home soon.
I decided to take a different route back home to drop by XXX mall to get my daughter a stuffed-doll.
I was driving on the York road and the mall is in my view , the weather was sunny and the road was dry..I stopped on the intersection waiting the green light to make a left turn. when the light turned green, I moving forward , just as I was about to make a left turn and then BAM ! I am hit by a bus coming from the left side while a overloaded lorry come for the right side .
And I was squash like a cold sandwich .

I got involve in car accident . I die , and that wonderful vision of the future is gone ..

It can happen at any time . Not only death , but accidents , mishaps , and even little slip-ups that can change the course of history --Your history !
If i had not wanted those stuffed toy for my daughter , I wouldn't have taken a different route.I would have lived .
Fatalists would disagree .
They would say that my personal history has already been written . They're wrong . I am writing my own history . Every decision i make affect my future . And i am not just talking about the big decision like which university to go to or what course to study . Even little decision along the way has the impact upon your future .

The decision to do or not do my holiday homework , for example.

If I had decided to sleep late and not meet Marie in the library to finish up my homework , as i had really wanted , then I will never done it .
My subject teacher will be angry and demand the homework the next day . But I have rebelled once and the lure of slacking is too strong . My grade drop .
My father starts nagging me and I begin to resent him . We quarrel almost everyday .Life at home become unbearable .
I move out and onto street . I can't find work because not only i am unskilled , I am undisciplined . I don't want to work .
I become a thief , a homeless person , a drug addict , a beggar .
A far cry from the Vacation Tour Director .

Is this an extreme example ? Maybe . But the point I am trying to make is that from the earliest age , our future has been in our hand . Not our parent's hands ( as much as they try to control us ), But ours .
That can be scary for some , but empowering for others .

So what about me ? My future ? Well , I get up this morning and went to library .
As for the rest of it , I'll keep you posted .

Bitter pill

2010-06-15T10:14:00.000-07:00

so , yesterday evening, the 11 of us went for the movie .
Let's see .. who are they ?
Maire , Yong ying , Felicia , Yong xing , Jeremy , Thong yueh , Low wei Jie , Jia sheng , Idris , Jierui and Lai Wei Jie come later on .
And surprise surprise ! i am a planner and i end up not watching the movie .
well , overall i still have lot of fun . it is just that .. it was so sad when everyone is having fun and it's time for me to go .
Gee ! so anyway , we reach boots and shoe and apparently , karate kids is filling up fast . even at the timing slot of 9 pm . so , we train to Amk hub ..we walked slowly like honey-dripping to a cinema LOCATED outside of amk hub .
And Jeremy is at the back saying something like " we shouldn't have let the girl led the way "
Anyway, when we reach the other cinema located in quite an isolated place . The place was so remote and a step in there , my mood and desire to watch movie have been reduce to half . Therefore we make our way back to AMK hub instead .
Brought the ticket of karate kid @ a time slot of 9.40 after much discuses . Everyone (?) was making phone call back to their parent to alert them of this time change . We actually plan to watch a movie at 6.40 . WOW right ?
So yeah , i make a call back home to my parent to time them the time have shifted back and hence i will be home late .
My mum just said " don't watch anymore "
It take me sometime for my Brian to processed what she had just said . I mean , HELLO THERE ! I have just spent 8 dollar on my ticket . And she simply said , No , don't watch anymore . Tell your friend to cover for you .
So that it . I bid goodbye and process to think . About the solution and reason. Nah , I don't know .
Anyway , I told the group about it and they look at me as if i am an alien . HAHA
probably because , I am planning it and I can't make it and second , I have somehow , maybe , over dress (?) for it . Wow again .
I feel a swoosh of embarrassment colour fill in my cheek .Gee . I am not an alien
So , Marie though of vealing my parent for me . To assure them that I will be safe as they will send me home after the movie .
And she Dial the number .
I poke my finger into my hand . Something I always do when I get nervous , I mean , come on ! They are my parent and I know them quite well . But at least let me have a little hope . So i watch her calling from a distance . HAHA . So i won't hear their little "chat" . I don't want that particular bubble to be burst so fast yea ~
All the while my stomach churned like a blender ( probably due to hungry )
They dismay in her expression already tell me the answer .
So , one of them suggested me to call again . At lest I have to know the reason why they don't allow me to watch the movie that is already been paid for .
Finally , i muster up my courage to make another call , hoping against hope that miracles will happen .. and he will change his mind !
All I get was a low roar of shouting from him . Wahaha. Almost die of heat failure . See ? That's why one need courage when talking to him :D
I gave up ! No hope in debating with parent . Gee . So we want to eat our dinner .. so head to mac located not far away from AMK hub . CROWED ! Guess most of the people come and watch the football match :s Haha . Found two table and sit down immediately . Nice !
Order Fried as my stomach refuse to accept other food after all the up and down .
Decided to be a good Samaritan and donate to a lady . Hopefully it will change my luck :/
After dinner , Yong ying just take out her notebook and start making note ! -.- HAHA . Arhhh . It's Holiday my dear ! We are out to enjoy ourselves . Haha .
So after sometime , We leave mac and stand outside and chat . Funny chat we have there .
Marie start to said something about helping your wife too change something .*wink
Which is also dead funny
After quite sometime , we head back inside AMK hub and walk around aimlessly .
Finally decided to stand outside of the cinema , slack and wait for the movie to start . Wait for their movie to start . And i will go off then ~ Arh , kinda sad .
Then sweet Marie was piss-off by the xin2 joke we make . Oh , i am so sorry for my wrong doing .
And she wrote on some flyer that " JIERUI SUCK BIG TIME " ...haha .
Okay , i suck :/
and stuff it in to the customer suggestion form . Cool ! I will be well known huh :D
Leave at 9.30 . A time which is way to early to go ..

So anyway that's my day .
Arh also ;
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It is notmally located right at the top . UP THERE

My day is not ending yet , Going to meet marie they all at cwp later . haha ( Maybe )
Move out the way KIDS ! I am going to catch Toy Story 3 !! Arhh

An Unfortunate Plus One

2010-06-14T01:09:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow TOFU are going to Wild-Wild Wet .
Well I couldn't go and I don't feel like going .
It was weird for me to go . For some unknown reason .
I know xiu ling wouldn't let me hear the end of it if i didn't go . She is depending on me to 'save' her tomorrow from a wild animal call - The MAN Species.
Anyway , Going to catch Karate Kid tomorrow instead.
Anyway , will delete this post after i have something to wirte on .
So , till the next time . ßye :) ¾ Ñ↑╨]ó╢_╞